Well, not much I wanted to say today about my worst weekend since I’m dating with Mr. X….
I know I texted rude words in the afternoon, something like “You don’t have to come” or such. But in the end I said “Did I text you like that?” I think it’s enough for clue that I’m kidding and I still wanted him to come…
Actually I suffered from sore throat since yesterday and I lost my voice. It’s painful and annoying. I hope that meeting with him would help cheer me up a bit and of course I did ask him to bring some medicine.
But today… until 8 PM he didn’t show up once. Being live in some kind of dorm like this, of course in the weekend all my friends are out to eat together or goin on date with their boy/girlfriend.
I’m hungry… I really didn’t eat anything since yesterday night. Yesterday I didn’t eat since my throat was so painful that I decided to only drink hot tea and went to sleep earlier. This day since he planned to eat pizza with me as dinner, I didn’t eat anything since morning because I thought that I’ll eat a lot.
When the sky goes dark and he didn’t come after all (without giving me any text or call of course) I burst into cry so much. Since I was very hungry but still has hope for him to come, I went on myself to the small shop in front of the gang to buy my favourite tea, despite it’s raining.
Yeah, it feels so lonely… And you know? Crying with sore throat is… something. It’s painful and hard to breathe, but I can’t help it but to cry since I’m so depressed about it.
Maybe I’ll sleep earlier this night too… My body’s a bit feverish..